two more weeks. in two weeks time, i'll be walking out
of that exam hall, doing my manly arm pumpin'
knowing that whatever effort i've put in
will matter but not, too.   i know that i will have done
my best, and whatever follows, i'll take it in my stride.
eh, c'est la vie!

oof, i can't believe it! it's been so long since i've posted something. how are you all doing by the way? i haven't forgotten, so don't worry. though i think i may have forgotten about xanga for a little bit.

so what's been happening in the world of wiley? would it be crazy to say that i don't know? that life as i know it now is so fast and clear yet so mysterious, awesome that i am left speechless? there has been much lately especially, the last few weeks, that has been building a lot of momentum. one of the lessons for me was learning to let go. indeed, it is humbling when you find out the hard way. being stubborn, i remember my mum would say it's not worth it. and me, being the guy i am, would be defensive about, making it even more complex (ha, and probably hilarious too!) letting go, it's easier now, i'll have to say. =)

(now if only my dad would stop mentioning the pan that caught on fire ...)

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i'm sure there are some of you out there who've met a person who've left you wide awake up at night. it's a great feeling, huh? unable to even think about the possibility of sleep, let alone what's going to happen later after 7 in the morning. all you can think about is the way they curl their lips, how their laugh sounds and what it was like to have them touch you so with their passion. lying down on your bed, staring up at the ceiling, all you can think of is when it'll be next till you see them again.

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it's that time of the year again now. for once, i'm looking forward to it.

life will never be the same again. ` = )

"Here is a perfect poem:
to awaken a longing, to nourish it,
to develop it, to increase it, to stimulate it - and
to gratify it."

- Balzac